理則頓悟，乘悟併銷；事非頓除，因次第盡

Now I understand why the same mistakes been happened and happened again, even I clearly knew it's not a right thing to do . When the test comes, still, I easily follow the habit or gut feeling.

真的，總算了解南老師會強調金剛經的"善護念"了。

Just got called from X while writing this, she is having trouble with herself. Seeing the 'ugly' side of self is always not a pleasant experience. While seeing this ，how can we 'be friend' with it, Just watching it coming out and disappear without too much criticizing.

如果眾生本自具足，為什麼我仍不停地向外馳求 ?

三十年來尋劍客，幾回落葉又抽枝。自從一見桃花後，直至而今更不疑。

I am pretty sure I am still far far far far way from the stage of no doubt.

是不是在我準備好了的時候，考試就會來了 ?

後記：這是我在Skype上一段提醒自己的話：

從細微的地方用心，努力地跳脫慣性，而能持之以恆就是修行。

在過於理性地審視自己時，別忘了最原始而溫柔的初心 。