粉紅色的日記

Will go Mexico cruise tomorrow. Still hard to believe this is happening. Just change a large luggage and throw some more stuffs into it. Guess if I use a smaller luggage then I won't bring these extra stuffs.

Still decided to bring a new diary book with me. Maybe there are something I can write during the trip. Accidental found an old pink diary, which I stop using since Sep, last year. Found a small note on the last page I left to be answered , it said:

I don't know when you write diary on this page .
Will Fish still like her new identity ?
How old is she ?
Still a workhalic ?
Does she meet someone she love ?

Actually I am pretty surprise to see these notes. I left maybe 4, 5 years ago. But again, it's a good time to review my life.

Yes, Fish still pretty comfortable and love her new identity.
She is now 41 years old, and still spent a lot of time at work.
As for lover... :-) I can only say ........... (filtered out in this blog) , but .... I don't think she will take any serious action. If she can not bring happiness to someone she love. Then why bother ? !

找尋精采的靈魂

Finally I understand what the soul mate means !

Was driving down the road for lunch with SY couple in Sweet Tomato. One strange thinking pop up in my head and I now can answer the blog question I asked last month.

It really doesn't matter is he or she, people at my age are actually looking for soul mate. He/She doesn't necessary have intimate relationship with you. I am way beyond that. It's the freedom and appreciation in your heart. Even you might not be aware of it. With your soul mate, you can just BE YOURSELF ! No to worry about the thing you did will disappointment him/her.

Have a DIY hair dye today, GL went to Target with me and choose the color then came to help. I am really worry about screw it up. But with her help I feel more comfortable. The result ..... Well as she said, with dark hair like us , we won't screw up too much. Maybe the color (chestnut) I choose is too close to dark brown, so far I didn't see any result. Maybe after a few washes the color will show up.

Still have a few hours today, going to start enter my old diary.